.affection.
.infatuation.

what does it bring?

foolishness//
stupidity//

still…

we can’t control ourselves doing it.
..LOVE

he’s the type of guy everyone will lyk.who will not lyk him?.the gentleman,cute,understanding type of guy.he has captured many hearts.but then,he’s stupid.why?

he loves someone.a girl showering with beauty and attraction..
….he really loves her..but she has someone.someone already owns her precious heart.why can’t he surrender?..why can’t you stop loving her?.i know i’m not meant for you.i can’t be with you.i dont care.many girls lyk you…what did u see in her that u cant see in others?…i’m done with you.i forgot all about you.i stopped hoping.i’m letting you go.you’re just a simple friend to me from now on.that’s why i care about you.as a friend….when will you learn how to love someone who loves you back?you’re so lucky..its not hard for you to move on.a lot of girls lyk u.while here i am.still finding that guy..who will make my lyf complete….

recently…

i got tired of updating my blog..

.sorry..

.so bored..

.we’re having our exams this week.the last week of being a freshmen.

.i’m gonna miss my beloved classmates.really.

.i would like to take this opportunity to thank them for being a part of my 1st yr highschool lyf especially those who will transfer in othe schools and will go to other countries. because of them,i discovered part of who i am.i would certainly miss all the fun and the memories i had with them.it’s very difficult for our batch to separate..we’ve been together for so many years.but then..we cannot hold on to someone forever.we need to let go and move on.we need to face the future and be happy of what it will bring.i’m being sentimental..again.i will miss them…i love them..

…tntmad magenglish…wahaha!!…
…bad3p lahn….gus2 co buhos galet co d2..
[[everybody in this world hates me]]
p.s. d aco emo….nkakainis lahn tlgah!:((

pano cung may gus2 ka sa isang tao..(d alam nung taong un)
may misunderstanding kau nung friend mo na un…pero ngsori ka na sa knya..bti na nga kau ee..
tpos…
bgla na lang isang araw,d ka na nya pnpansin..ung as in ikaw lng tlga ung d nia pnpnsen,sa lahat ng taong ngng close nia,.samantalang dte,lge kau nguusap..tpos close kau,tpoz bgla ka na lang ginanun?!d ba nakakainis!..iniiwasan pa niaa ung tingen mu…naiiinis tlga aco…:((
,.. -_-.. ,

I haven’t posted here for a while..just not in the mood..

(sigh..) We will have our christmas party tomorrow,but before that,we will have the mass.At last,The 3rd pt has ended.But I’m still nervous about the results..aww…(sigh..) After the exam this morning,we played chinese garter with some of my classmates.Back to the graders?!ahahha…Trust me,its so much fun!I have so much to bring tomorrow!gifts for my classmates,food(2 softdrinks(its heavy!!:(( ),and some important things..Sadly,Its not a whole day tomorrow,Perhaps,we will go home at 12 or something like that.Then,vacation time!but we have assignments to do…especially in filipino.hehe…that’s all for now,i’m just going to wrap some gifts.

merry christmas guys and gals!

here’ s a review of one of my fave movies.The CLIQUE.This movie tells about the life of  middle school girls in OCD.,their school.There’s a group of fashionista,rich,and popular girls called the pretty committee.All the girls want to join this group for they think they’ll become special.

Everyone really wants to fit in and adapt in a certain place.And,It’s very hard to do.This post is like the conitinuation of change…It’s very hard to force yourself to be who you are not.VEry hard to pretend.to deny emotionally,physically and mentally.That’s why some people do things that they never do normally.Doing all things just to be accepted by the people around them.

Arghh!!WE HAVE SO MANY LESSONS TO MEMORIZE.waahh!!!6 subjects to study for the pt in just one day?!is that even possible?!waa!!my mind is bulging.:((gud night!

whew..no mood to write today.Got nothing to say..

The 3rd makabayan pt will be next week.So nervous..eeepp!!This weekend will be the most hectic schedule.WE have a lot,Yup!a LOT of assignments to do and lessons to study.Fortunately,we have an extra day to study.On monday will be the celebration of the immaculate concepcion that’s why we’ll only have half day.waahh!!to busy..

Just want to talk about my beloved class.In every level that we have passed through,we’re always the worse section.I don’t know but actually,we’re used to it.WE have been scolded many many times.And after that,back to normal.Chatting and shouting and talking…blah blah..And if ever we will be quiet in between periods,it will only last for a few minutes just because we thought the teacher is already there…Some teachers also said that we don’t have cooperation.But I know,deep within this class,We knew we care about each other.WE’ve been together for a long period of time.So it’s really hard for us to separate.maybe,A little change will not hurt.that’s all..gudnight

Now I’m inspired.We’ve read a meaningful poem about life entitled I will never pass this way again during our englsih class..At first,I don’t really understand the message but as we read it all over again,I understood its wonderful meaning.It tells about life,that we only have one life thats’ why we should never waste it and do all the good deeds while we can.As we look at our life,in the present,we will see that many people will kill themselves just to duck out of the trials they are experiencing.I’m tired of this life!Many people say that.Even me,even you,don’t deny!all of us!!For me,there’s a reason for everything that’s happening in our life,It may also come from what we do.I know I don’t have the right to say these things for I do surrender in some of these trials.But,this is just one message that has been sent to me by the poem and I have the right to say it.Live your life to the fullest.By the way, c means challenges and t means trials.

Lesson for today:Don’t give importance to people who dont’t give importance to you,in short,mind your own business.haha!!(I think it’s not connected,well,.that’s fine)haha!!!

Sweet.

There’s a change in my normal lifestyle today.This morning,I sprayed perfume all over me which I don’t normally do.I also changed my pencilcase.haha!!Today is the visitation of the DOPPSA umm..(whatever they’re called but they’re composed of principals and the staff)in our school.I think,We’re the only class that haven’t been visited by them.We’re actually prepared.ahaha!!This afternoon,the game between Jobos and St. Dominic began.Of course,they won.I mean our beloved section.Can’t wait till the championships.Jobos vs Jocro.Love it!!OMG!the 3rd periodic exams is fast approaching.And of course,the xmas party!!I’m so excited that I already bought gifts for my friends.haha!!Sorry,nothing important to say today.

haha..that’s all for now..Gud eve.

I had a fight with a classmate of mine.I don’t think I can call him a friend after what happened.earlier,WE had a serious conversation.I’m happy for he admitted his mistake.I accepted his apology,of course.But I don’t think I can give back my trust in him.I don’t think it’s even possible.I’m telling you,it’s very hard to find a true friend

Next topic,we had our fieldtrip yesterday.And I think,It was the most solemn fieldtrip we had in our life.For the first time,I’ve ridden a silent bus.yUp,ever in my life.We’re so behaved.haha!!First stop,San Guillermo church.WE took as many pictures as we can.haha..Second stop.Betis church,one of the most gorgeous church i’ve ever seen.It’s like a twin of the sistine chapel.Third stop.San Agustin church.Fourth stop,stopover…wahaha!!of course,we gotta eat lunch to fill up our energy tank.Some ate outside the bus and some,inside.Fifth stop,the main event.Mount Samat!!We enjoyed the zigzags as we go up the mountain.haha!!Whan we reached the top,We felt like the gravity is pulling us downwards.Walking is very hard to do.To reach the top of the gigantic cross,We need to ride the small elevator.In that moment,I felt the hardships of a sardine.haha!!You’ll see a beautiful view once you’ve reached the top of the cross.Once again,I took many pictures.Last stop,wow hilaga.My fave part.I had a free ice cream..haha!!thanks to that person.Oh,that’s all for now.It’s near 10 oclock.Waa!!tomorrow is my birthday.Gud evening.!

yipee!!!we’ll have our fieldtrip tomorrow.In Bataan.then.Pampanga,and we will visit a lot of church.haha!!Seems like we have done so many bad things:)).I’m so excited,really!I swear,my fave part of the trip is in the…BUS!wahaha…Isn’t it obvious?!I’ve used a lot of exclamation points in this post.haha,It’s like we’ll have a junkfood party in the bus.I hope everyone can join.The assembly will be on 5:30 am tom. and the departure is 6:00 am.I prepared a lot of things..

I’m so happy!no assignment for today,at least our teachers understand us.haha..sorry,just a short post for 2daii.I’m so bothered with something.And I think someone knows that..And also I’m speechless..haha!!that’s all 4 2dai..A happy fieldtrip to our section!!share your food!!haha

lesson for today:your friend might also be your worst enemy